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Friday, December 29, 2017

My journey - 5 years after being diagnosed with cancer

Five years ago, in mid June 2012, I was diagnosed with 3rd stage cancer. NPC (Naso-Pharyngeal Carcinoma) to be exact. It was, of course, unexpected. Surprisingly, I was not as devastated by the revelation than I would have thought. I thank God that I didn't go into a panic frenzy.

It was already at 3rd stage because this particular type of cancer usually has no symptoms. I had discovered it because I had just come back from a trip to Bangkok (April 2012) and as many would know when you fly, the ears may be blocked for a while after you land. However, the blockage usually clears within the hour or at most within the day. In my case, it didn't go away even after a few days. As most of us would probably react and say the same thing, being busy with work and all that, that we'll go to the doctor and take a look at it later.

2 weeks after returning from my trip and the blockage was still there. Thanks to my wife's nagging, I finally conceded to see a doctor. However, the doctor had no idea what the problem was and just said that I had an ear infection and gave me some anti-biotic pills for a week. 10 days later, the blockage was still there. AGAIN, thanks to my wife, I went back to see the same doctor. This time, he conceded that he couldn't tell what was wrong and referred me to an ENT (Ear/Nose/Throat) Specialist. 
I went to see Dr Koay Cheng Boon at Sunway Medical Centre PJ the very next day. Dr Koay was familiar with what I was going through and immediately poked a camera into my nose after checking my ears. He had found a tiny growth that looked like a small pimple inside my nostril. We could also see that he was seeing as there was a screen that shows what the camera was capturing. He told us that he needed to get a cell sample for a biopsy. So, he pinched a small piece of flesh from the pimple. It really smarted but thank goodness it was quick. When we went back to see him 2 days later Dr Koay confirmed that the growth was indeed cancerous. I was immediately referred to the hospital that has Tomo-therapy nearest to the Sunway Medical Centre, which is a well-known hospital in Subang that shall not be named for reasons obvious to some but not to others. We ended up going to the other hospital that had Tomo-therapy at the time - Prince Court Medical Centre KL. That was God's blessing in disguise.
I needed to undergo the standard Tomo-therapy treatment for NPC which was a combination of Radiotherapy (7x5 = 35 sessions) & Chemotherapy (7 sessions). All of this happened for a duration of 7 weeks. I was pretty much OK for the 1st 2 weeks but the throwing up started from the 3rd week of treatment. It happens in the car while on the way to/from the hospital, in the hospital while waiting for my session and also when I get home.

I am thankful to God that Tomo-therapy treatment, unlike the traditional NPC treatment, doesn't destroy the salivary glands due to the radiation being targeted at the head & neck. However, despite that, damage to the salivary glands are unavoidable. Hence, as the result of the treatment, my mouth is constantly dry due to the damaged salivary glands. But unlike those who had underwent traditional NPC treatment, my taste buds are pretty much restored back to maybe 95% normal. In the initial few months after treatment, food and even plain water tastes funny.
 The other side effect of my treatment is that there is a constant 24x7x365 ringing in my left ear. This is a result of the nerves being damaged by radiation. Again, I thank God that the ringing is something that doesn't bother me for most the time I'm awake. It only bugs me when I'm in bed when my head's on the pillow.

The first few weeks right after my treatment, I wasn't eating or even drinking water because I just kept my mouth closed. I was starving and quite dehydrated. I lost close to 20kg from before my treatment. It does seem foolish looking back but at that time, I didn't open my mouth to even drink because water tasted funky and I felt like puking whenever I opened my mouth. My wife tried to feed me liquid food like milk and porridge but I couldn't even take in a spoonful. This went on for more than a week. Eventually, my family sent me back to the hospital for readmission. I was on drip for a week.
It has now been 5 years since I received my FINAL treatment at the Prince Court Medical Centre in Sept 2012. I was under the exceptional care of my oncologist Dr Muhammad Azrif Annuar and Radiologist Mr Kannan. I have no higher praise for the team at Prince Court. They provided me the best care and service that any patient would ever need or ask for.

I thank God that He had given me and my family the strength to weather through the ordeal. Without His help, I am certain I wouldn't have been able to get past the last 5 years with so few challenges.

I thank my family for their sacrifices, their love, their care and patience. As I'm sure many will be able to understand, taking care of someone with critical illnesses is no walk in the park. This is especially so in the first 9 months post-treatment.

I thank my church brethren for their care, concern and prayers. During my recovery period post-treatment, they had come by several times to visit, pray for my quick recovery and help lift my spirits with encouraging words from the Good Book.


Wednesday, December 13, 2017

My Personal Favorite...Songs

I had discovered this superb singer by accident when someone else was watching the program on TV called Sing China Season 2.

Those who know me know that I don't really understand Mandarin, but then as they say, music transcends all languages. So I had heard this voice that I thought was so hauntingly beautiful and angelic. I love this singer despite not knowing the meaning of a single word that she was singing.
For those of you who do watch this TV program called Sing China Season 2, you would already know that I'm talking about Doris Guo. 

She is unpretentious and full of talent. I truly believe she will become a mega star in 2-3 years.

Here, have a listen. Let me know what you think.

Friday, November 17, 2017

Movie Review - What Happened to Monday

What Happened to Monday
Action, Mystery, Sci-Fi, Suspense

What it was about (in > 50 words)
Identical septuplets (7 sisters, named Monday - Sunday) in a future where only 1 child is allowed to live, share a single identity - Karen Settman (Noomi Rapace). 
With the help of their grandfather Terrence (Willem Dafoe), they develop a system to avoid detection. It all seemed to work until Monday went missing.
Anything special/memorable?
This is another winner from Netflix (yup, the same upstarts who keep churning out great stuff like Dirk Gently, Stranger Things, etc.). Kudos. As a Sci-Fi Geek (ie: I watch & read LOTS of Sci-Fi), I have to say that this is 1 of the most original and refreshing Sci-Fis movies I have ever come across.Noomi Rapace has never been one of my favorite actresses but I have to admit that she is a top-notch actress. It takes some serious acting skills to play 7 different roles in a single movie. Not many can pull that off (perhaps only James McAvoy comes to mind from his outstanding role in Split)
Waste/worth the time?
Sure, a dystopian future where food, our most precious resource is running short due to overpopulation is nothing new but I really enjoyed the movie for seeing on screen the fresh new concept of 7 people developing various creative and perhaps even tiresome mechanisms to enable them to live what was essentially the life of a single woman. 
The pacing and acting also kept me at the edge of my seat. It had enough mystery, suspense and action to make a worthwhile watch even for non-Sci-Fi geeks.I will definitely watch it again. It won't be anytime soon but I will.

Sunday, July 30, 2017

TV Series - Castlevania Season 1

Series Title
Animation, Fantasy
I have never played the Konami game before but it is one of those games that have a really strong following and reputation, which was basically 1 of the reasons why it piqued my curiosity about the series by Netflix (it's those upstarts AGAIN). Moreover, since it only had 4 25-minute episodes in Season 1, my investment was pretty low.
Ep 1 was of course the introduction and showing us how a Vlad Dracula was made to wreak all kinds of hellish destruction to the world because the church of the city of Wallachia where they lived had executed the human wife (Yup, you heard that right) of Dracula. They claimed that she was practicing witchcraft (but was in fact science). Why was Dracula not there to protect her? Well, it was at her behest that he had gone to explore the world outside of Wallachia as a man. Ep 2 was for me the weakest of the 4 episodes as it was the slowest and least able to hold my attention. However, it was still an essential episode as it introduced 1 of the key characters of the series - Trevor Belmont, Monster Hunter.Ep 3 shows us how a wandering Trevor Belmont had come across this ravaged city community. The city is led by the "holy" men who are dead set against a small group of pacifist called the Speakers (because they adhere to the philosophy that all matters can be resolved by only speaking). However, among the Speakers is Sypha Belnades, a Magic user (grand daughter of the Speaker's Elder). She had been turned to stone and trapped underneath the catacombs of Wallachia by a giant Cyclops (with Medusa's powers apparently) as she was searching for the Sleeping Soldier, who was prophesied to save the world. Trevor Belmont destroys the Cyclops and saves Sypha.
The people have learnt that at every dusk, there will be hellish creatures that descend from the skies to slaughter humans. The "holy men" intend to kill all the Speakers before dusk, as they blame the hellish attacks on the Speakers' presence.Ep 4 Belmont had hidden the Speakers in the Cyclops' catacombs. All hell breaks lose when night falls. In the midst of it, Belmont was helping to fight off the hellish creatures and the "holy men". Due to the massive damage and destruction from all the mayhem, the ground beneath the city crumbles. It is only then we learn how powerful Sypha's magics were. She & Belmont discover a secret chamber down beneath the catacombs and we evetually learn that the Sleeping Soldier is actually Alucard, Dracula's son. Alucard are at odds with his father and wants to destroy Dracula as well. Thus the team is formed. I am quite pleased and like the concept of a Monster Hunter, a Magician and a Vampire on the same team to fight all kinds of evil monsters. It's the same reason why I loved the Van Helsing movie. Sadly, there are no Van Helsing sequels or reboots (yet).
I have to say that I quite enjoyed the series and I'm looking forward to more!

The artwork is amazing. Of course, that's because it was done by Japanese artists. Smart move by Netflix. One thing to note tho' is that this is NOT meant for kids. It can get pretty dark.

I would recommend it even for non-fans like me, it was pretty entertaining and intriguing. As I said before, the investment is pretty low, with 4 episodes clocking in at a little less than 2 hours. Give it a try and let me know what you think.

Thursday, July 20, 2017

Comic Review - Dark Days: The Forge & The Casting

Firstly, I have to clarify that I have always been behind Marvel since I was an 8 year old kid, but I must admit that DC has been doing a LOT of things right. Non-geeks all over the world already know how good the Wonder Woman movie is. Expectations are already elevated for the upcoming Justice League movie.However, as a comic geek, I have to say that I have not felt as much a comic geek as I do now - all thanks ro DC's Dark Days Event. It has brought back the level of excitement I haven't felt since I was a kid.

So far, only 2 books are out:
Dark Days: the Forge (1-shot)
Dark Days: the Casting (1-shot)BOTH of these books are SO GOOD. This is especially (and may only be) true for those who have been reading DC comics since the 80's (or around the time of Crisis on Infinite Earths). So for the newer readers, they may not get as much out of these 2 books as the older geeks.

Why these 2 books and the upcoming Dark Days event are making me feel like a kid again is because these 2 books are jam-packed with Easter Eggs on almost every single page & sub-plot. Visual clues are strewn all over the panels and you may miss some of them in a single read. 

Here, Batman is seen to be NOT in control of everything, and that gives him jittery nerves. Batman is afraid of something? Something we have NEVER seen before. Core to the story is of course Hawkman, who is the narrator of the books. I have always loved Hawkman but DC had always had a tough time with his history. Was he an alien Thanagarian or was he a Human who is the reincarnation of the ancient Egyptian Prince Khufu? It looks like DC will resolve this once and for all with this event.

I have included a few of my favorite Easter Eggs found within these 2 books here:

Anti Monitor's Cosmic Tuning Fork
Crisis on Infinite Earths is one of the BIGGEST company-wide events that happened to DC (some may argue the Industry) and it still is. It was a 12-issue maxi series that streamlined the Infinite Universes of DC into a single Universe. And the Big Bad that destroyed countless universes was none other than the Anti-Monitor.In his quest to destroy everything, the Anti-Monitor had depended on Devices of Universal Destruction (DUDs?) called the Cosmic Tuning Forks. Here, we see that Batman had somehow managed to snatch a unit of such a device and asked Superman to help him keep it save within the Fortress of Solitude.

I have included both the Original (above 2 images) and the upgraded versions (below) of the Anti-Monitor's armor.
The sword made from the "Eighth Metal" that was in Talia's possession had the Symbol of the Wizard SHAZAM (whom we also discover is a member of the Immortal Men, along with Ra's Al Ghul, or aka Talis's dad.). The sword has a black hilt. So of course, we can all expect to see Black Adam. And where Black Adam goes, can the Marvel Family be far? 

Let's also not forget the Magical Elements that Batman usually does not handle (as he is a man of logic & science). Here we see Wonder Woman handing him Apollo's Sunblade. Oddly, Batman took it without flinching.
This is also one of my favorite DC Teams (along with Teen Titans and Legion of Super Heroes). This team came out in the 80s and the members were all 2nd & 3rd tier characters (ie: Metamorpho & Black Lightning) plus a few brand new characters like Halo, Katana & Geo-Force (whose sister was a member in Teen Titans and a key player in the Judas Contract - an all-time fan-favorite DC story). Here, they are described as Batman's very own Black Ops team. Tasked with missions too dodgy for his Justice League team members.

Challengers & Blackhawks
These are 2 of the more popular DC teams back in the 70s & 80s. To be honest, I was never a fan of War comics. Hence, titles like Sgt Rock, Haunted Tank, GI Combat, Unknown Soldier & Blackhawks have never been on my radar. So I do not own or have not read any of their stories unless they are guests in books I read. Perhaps like DC Comics Presents, Brave & the Bold, & Crisis on Infinite Earths.However, Challengers of the Unknown is basically DC's version of the Fantastic Four. And I LOVE the  Fantastic Four despite their dismal performance in the Cinematic Universe & non-presence in the comics the last couple of  years. I admit I haven't read that many Challengers comics but their stories are always as far out and fascinating as Fantastic Four's adventures.
The 4 Clans & the Immortal Men
These 2 issues told us about these 4 ancient clans and also somehow their relationship to each other and the Immortal Men, whose members include Ra's Al Ghul & Vandal Savage 
Bear - Immortal Man was Klarn Bear Clan leader in the ancient past. Anthro (see image below) was also from the Bear Clan.
Wolf - Vandar Adg (aka Vandal Savage) enemy of the Bear Clan
Hawk - Hawkman & Hawkwoman
Bat -  When Bruce was thought dead after Darkseid "killed" him with his Omega Beams in Final Crisis but he was actually ricocheting though time and ended up in the ancient past.
Plastic ManWell, Plas (as he is fondly known by his fans) has never been one of my favorite DC characters but he is well-loved by many. However, he had been missing since the New 52 launch from 5 years ago. So now DC is going to bring him back. 

Of course, the other characters that many fans are clamoring for are return of the Justice Society of America (we can see Mr. Terrific with Batman here) and the Legion of Super Heroes.

Monday, June 5, 2017

Movie Review - Wonder Woman

Guest Reviewer: Leslie Lee
I really liked the movie a lot. Overall it was a great movie. But there were two points that I didn’t like as much.
Firstly, I believe the director Patty Jenkins was trying too hard to explain Wonder Woman's background (Wonder Woman's Themysciran background is fertile ground for a TV series, spin-off movies, etc), but some of the dialogs were a bit too long.

Secondly, the story was set in World War 1. I'd have preferred it to be in the modern/contemporary world (I totally agree with you on this). Again may be the director is trying prolong the story (like Captain America) in order to set up the audience for more Wonder Woman movies to enjoy in the coming years (Who wouldn't want to watch more Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman right?)

The action scenes are great, but I think they should emphasize more on the action in the movie. To me, the actions scenes are not enough. Especially her shield, it should be more powerful.
As for her enemy - Ares (the Greek God of War), I think the director should look for a younger and more muscular guy to play this role. To me, the fight scenes between Wonder Woman and Ares are not enough and not as interesting as some of Marvel’s super heroes action scenes (OK, to be fair, Marvel has had a head-start in this so let's see how this plays out. Give DC a couple more years). Moreover, Ares was too powerful in the beginning but ended up losing to Wonder Woman without much persuasiveness.

Wonder Woman (Gal Gadot) - I think she is stylish, intelligent, tall and she also looks pretty sexy (No argument from me...) She has a bit of an Angelina Jolie feel. Among all the actresses who took up this character, I think Gal Gadot is the best. I think she really put a lot of effort into this character and really trained up well in preparation for the role. Hopefully she still can take up this role for another few more Wonder Woman movies as she is currently expecting her 2nd child (Whaaaaat??!!!).
To sum up, I think this movie will be another top ranking profitable box office movie success (I heard some really record breaking box office numbers from the opening weekend alone. This is starting to look like the Game Changer I was hoping that it would become for DC). For my score, I will give 8 out 10 for the movie and 9.5/10 for Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman (Haha - does your wife know about this?)

(Red comments are from me - who, for the record, have not watched it yet! I will do my version later AFTER I have watched it.)